Disturbance. You get annoyed and irritated. It's part of laughter to some of them. So they could giggle around with people around. What about the others? Ever think of that? What about their feelings? Ever think of that? They feel great and laugh out loud with one another. But, you here, deep inside, it feels like a razor blade cut through your skin. They keep on doing it and you could just sit there and just can't be bothered. You keep it inside all alone and not sharing it with them. Until one day they keep on doing it and they realize that whenever it start, you just sat there and keep mum. Do you want to fight with them and let all of it gone just like that? So, what can you do? Nothing and just sit there on your own and keep mum. They start to gossip and calling you names. What can you do? Still, nothing at all. Why, because you love them and don't want to lose anyone of them. Bare this in mind, before you start gossip, think, why they're always like that. They can actually fight and put their fist in your face, just that they don't want it to happen. And put the question, 'Why?' in your head and the answer, 'Because they love you.' Do some soul searching and figure it out yourself.