Runaway. You try to find a place where you can hide yourself. Where you can be all alone. Hide from people around you. Hide everything from them. Keeping almost everything to yourself. Deep inside you, it's really painful. You know that yourself. By running away from it, did anything solve? No is the answer. You're just making situation worst. You're only hurting yourself and people around you. You wouldn't want to share it and you think that it would be easier for them. But you're all wrong. You're only making them worried, sad. Sad to see you acting this way. Especially your love ones. They do care for you. Gather your guts to share it. Don't be scared. Turn to your love ones, your family and friends. They are always there for you when you're in need. You'll feel better.