Saturday, June 6, 2009
It's just a flash back in mind.
My past was really sucks. I've wasted my time.
Did a lot of bad things.
It's stupid to do all that.
I've hurt my family feelings.
Especially mum.
It's quite sad to think back what i did.
I've made her tears roll down her cheeks.
2 months going to be home, and i fly to other place.
(Some of you know what i'm trying to say.)
She actually said to me in a low and sobbing tone,
"If you don't think of coming home, it's okay. But, think of your mum here."
She cried. I hug her and tears dropping, saying that i'll be thinking of you and will be home real soon.
And now, for the past 1 and the half year, i'm already home.
I did quite well and hope it goes on and on.
Don't want to repeat my mistakes again.
Had enough of making my love ones upset.
I don't want to waste my time like what i did before.
Like seriously.
Doesn't mean you are bad, you're always going to be bad.
Doesn't mean you're good, you're always going to be good.
People do change and people can change.
From bad to good, or good to bad.
It's up to you to decide. Only you can decide.
Others can't decide for you. The decision is in your hand.
Think of your love ones and treasure them.
Do you think that making your mum tears drop is a good or cool feeling?
Do you think you will be smiling or laughing after you saw your mum cried?
You get it wrong. Fuck you if you did say yes! You're just heartless.
You just have no idea how pain your heart can be to see her cry.
Sorry for everything mum. I love you.
Labels: People change. I love you mum.
