Don't know why. Sometime i'm happy and sometime i'm down like so suddenly. I'm not avoiding you guys. I'm not changing. I'm still the same old me.
I feel so guilty. I've been hiding something from you guys. Some already knew it. I might be happy and look normal like how i used to be. But deep inside me, you don't know how guilty i am. You people can say i have attitude problem or whatever shit it is. I don't care what you want to say. You just don't understand. I don't have the guts to tell you guys. I'm scared that you feel angry, sad or hurt. I know you people concern. I appreciate it a lot. Sooner or later maybe you'll find out yourself. But please, don't nag at me. :(
To someone: Please don't be sad or stress about shits. Ignore what people say as long you're being yourself and you're happy. People have been asking why i'm like this and that never communicate with you that much. I'm sorry if you think that way too. You're good.
For friendship: Don't think that we are drifting apart. Don't make it happen. I love you friends.